I can be such a contradiction some times. I can be happy and sad at the same time. I can be confident and insecure. I can be brave and scared. What does that say about me? Is that how most people feel? Is that a woman thing?
I have made many big decisions in my life in the past 1 1/2 years. I am very happy, confident, and sure about these decisions. I am also sad, insecure, and unsure about them. Some times decisions that one makes in their life are difficult ones, and often necessary. The decisions that I have made have given me more peace than I have had in many years, and some times they keep me up at night. My mind and heart battle at times. Often, I have to listen to what my mind is saying to protect my heart. I am not one that can allow my heart to lead me. Yet, my heart leads me to make decisions.
Like I said...I am such a contradiction!
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